Why you do something is, I believe, just as important as what you do. If you do a great thing, but with bad reasons, then it ceases to be great. Paul wrote in 1 Corinthians 13:1: “If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.”
In my travels I have come across very meaning Christians. I wouldn’t say ‘well-meaning’, as that is debatable, but meaning none-the-less. Surely, one would think, if a person is benefitted, then the reasons why we do are second, that the ends justify the means, and perhaps even: “beggars can’t be choosers”. But that is not true, not true at all. For each and every person, regardless of need has the right to dignity, to self-worth, and to respect.
I have met people who have given up their time and money to travel across the world to help the poor natives, able to return home, head held high, and tell tales to all their friends of how they saved the world. Those natives, poor buggers, how life has surely delivered them a bad hand. This, friends, is not love, is not well-meaning, and is far from being a great thing. In fact, I’d say that person would have been better off spending their money on a brand new TV, a fancy dinner, or something else that is honest. Honest, because at least they do not masquerade their purchase as anything other than self-serving, as they do when they help those poor natives.
Does it really matter though? I mean, regardless of the “giver’s” motive, a person benefits from their actions and their need is fulfilled, right? Wrong. In 1964 US President Lyndon B. Johnson ran a ‘War on Poverty’, at which time he visited the likes of eastern Kentucky. Opening her article ‘In Appalachia, Poverty is in the Eye of the Beholder’, Pam Fessler wrote: “But when he did [go], he opened a wound that remains raw today. People in the region say they’re tired of always being depicted as poor.” By bringing the country’s attention to the place, he took away the people’s dignity, making them a point of sympathy, eschewing them, and even opening them up to be a target of ridicule.
When I lived at the children’s home I did not get along with the group responsible with raising support for them. I make no effort to hide the fact that I believe they do a shitty job. I read the blurbs about each of the kids on their website one day after they visited, and was disgusted by what I saw. Generic, shallow descriptions accompanied posed photos of the kids. This disgusted me, as did the people’s interactions with the kids, because I loved them. I knew the children; their good points and their bad. They were my family, and they were more than what they were shown as. They were not some cause, they were individuals. They were unique, and the truth about them was far more loveable than the garbage that group was peddling. It would have been forgivable, if not for the fact that they summed up each individual so poorly only because they knew them so poorly, and they knew them so poorly because they didn’t care to know them any better, and they didn’t care to know them any better because truly, they didn’t love them. And as a result, the kids didn’t love them back.
Truly, if you think about anything I have written today, let it be this. Do not do something simply because it seems right. Do it because you are compelled to by love. It is better that you be an asshole if that resembles the truth, than to be a sanctimonious scumbag masquerading as a saint.
Many people visit poor sods in downtrodden places. But the truth is, everything is relative. Poverty is relative. To me, a man without a home may be poor. To another looking at me: “you call that a home?!?” To help a person without any love behind that is then meaningless; nothing more than a showing off of wealth. Going overseas to “help”, simply so that you can return home to your friends, head held up high, saying, even believing, that “I’m a good person. I help people!” It’s meaningless. What you do should not come by an effort to be a “good person”, but should come as a result of genuine love. Motives are important.
And people in the church, you need to be particularly vigilant in why you do things. If you are secretly a prick then fine! Good! “It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick!” (Matthew 9:12). Let your actions come as a result of love, or even well intentions will lead to pain. I have seen people come to church, get involved, and meet people. They share their lives, their struggles, their aspirations with their church leaders and church friends. They are prayed for. How intimate. There is little more intimate than praying with another person about their deepest most darkest. But then, something might happen. Perhaps they move. For whatever reason they do not attend quite so much. Maybe they have a struggle, or maybe they just aren’t all that convinced. I have seen this many times, and many times I have seen that church leader, that church friend, that representation of Christ and the church who prayed with them, simply forget about them. No. Life moves on, but you don’t just share such intimacy with a person only to disregard them if it seems you cannot ‘win’ them. What is your goal? What is your reason? Love? Or something else?
People are not prizes, people are not projects. People are individuals, with their own stories, their own challenges, their own pains, and their own joys. Christians are not called simply to do good things. Why is it called ‘fruit’? Because it grows as a result of something. It grows off of something. Christians are called to love, and that love cannot be forced, it cannot be faked, it comes from deep within, forever aching, forever pushing forward, struggling to produce ‘fruit’. You cannot force fruit, if you strain and strain all that’s going to come out is shit. Be honest. Have integrity. Don’t pretend. The best actions, if done with the worst motives will only bring pain!
Do not help a person because you feel bad for them. That is a relationship of superiority. Rather, serve a person’s needs because you love them. That is a relationship of love, and it instills in the served their rights as a human being, and their rights to be loved. Anything less is a resounding gong or a clashing symbol.
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